hello kapa pipol. this is ma'am soy. i am writing here because i do not know how to use the multiply account i had made, and come to think i was given a CS10 load last semester, which was the one subject i hated teaching most since the day i decided to become a teacher. what a shame! anyways, there are a lot of things that i would like to share to you here. with a fervent prayer i am hoping that the allowable characters in this box will allow me jot down everything. i hope as well time will allow you to scroll my scribblings and read my deepest thoughts.
first and foremost, my apology if i have to do things this way. this is so not me. since i am the type who wants to be heard by everyone, given the gravity of the responsibilities that all of you needs to face in this final season of the school year, i didn't press my demand of meeting all of you, yet, there is also this part of me who hates parting time, so maybe the reason why i didn't press that much. call this cowardice, still, let me say my piece.
have i said thank you to all you who had travelled with me in this KAPA journey? if i have not, from the deepest recesses of my heart i am saying "DAGHANG KAAYONG SALAMAT." thank you for giving me the opportunity to share to you whatever i have as a person. thank you for believing in my capacity to keep you within the folds of KAPA. thank you sharing your deepest thoughts, your fears, your anxieties, your frustrations, your talents (but of course!), your commitment, your sincerity, your desire to make KAPA works, your everything (if i did the demands), and most of all, your SMILES, smiles that told me i am accepted, i am part of the group. thank you so much.
and may i say "PASAYLUA KO." forgive me i demand too much from all of you. forgive me if i have not given the needed appreciation you desired most for a job well done. forgive me if it took me time to reorganize. forgive me if there were times you felt my detachment from the group in those times that i am detached myself from my own being. forgive me if i have to give you up.
to have you guys within my folds warrants me to give bigger commitment that one has to give to a group. and at present there is nothing i can give. there is so much of your energy - skills and talents - that needs harnessing that i am afraid i cannot give you with me pressed with the necessity of making my stay in the college legitimate. this time i have to meet the needs i need to meet to exist in the place where i am existing. i hope you do understand. this is not goodbye though. we'll still be seeing each other in the small corners of cgbe's turf.
just remember that KAPA is a family - you are brothers and sisters in the field of art, irregardless of your inclinations - and as a family you must commit to each other to survive. let KAPA works.
you take care all of you
